To Much Pressure

Pressure is a funny thing when you feel it and can come from many sources. At of the pressure can depend on your job, if your going to school or college, and if you still live with parents. The worst type of pressure in my opinion though is pressure you put on yourself. The reason I am bringing this up is because lately I feel that I have been putting undue pressure on myself.

Let me give you a little back story to help you understand why. I am in the military and my rank is currently an E-4. Well back in April of 2009 I was promoted through an automatic program the Army has. Soon after I was promoted the promotion was revoked and I went back to an E-4. But some how fixing my pay fell through the cracks. So from april of 2009 to June of 2010 I was receiving an E-5 pay check. Anyway the Army started to take the money back from each of my paychecks. They are only taking a few hundrad bucks a month from my paycheck, but with 2 children and a wife this amount of money really does hurt. 

So here is where the self pressure comes in. I have been putting pressure on myself trying to figure out ways to generate more income. I am writing for a couple websites, and now trying my hand at blogging. So I have been putting a ton of pressure on myself to try to generate income. The problem I have found with writing is that most pay is based on page views. So now I am finding myself trying to learn all about self marketing and the oh so wonderful world of SEO. But what the hey I'm going to keep trying and try to just have fun doing it, any money I make will just be an added bonus. 

And on the plus side I have decided I'm just going to Keep this blog as a personal blog and write whatever the hell I want.